ii-syargh

2009-12-08T23:46:00.004+08:00

And now i tink i shud start back with my blogging.. Since boifey entered NS today, i will be having more time on my own. And that is not a good thing. And i repeat it again, its not a good thing. Hmm..

So start off the day by sending hym to campsite and that was a sad moment. The pledge or oath u called it was repeated plenty times, i dont know why..

Pics uploaded at my facebook..

2009-09-27T01:30:00.005+08:00

Hey its been ages since ive updated this page. Paisae dol..

First and foremost, a HAPPY HARI RAYA to all muslims out there.

Ive have been doin fine all tis wile, perhaps.. Theres lots of tings needed to be updated but just let the pics do the talkings in the meanwhile.. =)

Our ferst eva tyme kite-flying. It was so much fun! We fly-ed at Marina Barrage. And thnx bby for taking me there. I relli appreciated it ayang!

HISYAM BIN HAMZAH

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happy being with hym and its a whole new bunch of love experience..

Love it! <3!

2009-07-16T12:00:00.000+08:00

Wishing JOJO SPARKY n KAI IJAM a happy bdae today!!

2009-07-05T00:09:00.005+08:00

heyhey..
its been 3 days straight since im having a good night sleep.. starting off on Wednesday, went to Bugis with Bong n Wan, proceed back to Hougang with wan and slack ther til after midnite. Amir sent me home and the nxt day, went drinking wit Andre one whole night plus the following nite, went karaoke with the normal peeps and stayed throuot the night. brrr. ngantok joy..!!!
Kena quarantine from coming to school n im having a free one week holdaes. Enjoy aisyah!

*Revelution of Amir.. haha!

2009-07-01T01:36:00.002+08:00

love, crush and lust...
how to differentiate it? anibody wants to xplain? arghh

ppl olwaes saed, "be with the person tat loves eu rather than u love that person" but try to apply it to urself. It wnt be tat easy.. i tried but i carn.. i juz feels like cheating myself.

But as fer now, i relli dun have ani intentions fer a new relationship.. or being in cntct with any guys. Leceh!!!

Btw thnx peeps, fer korang2 nyer help tad... =)

2009-06-29T00:57:00.006+08:00

hey its been so long since i update tis page again. ferst thing ferst, happy belated fathers' day to all fathers out there n not fergetting my dearest dad!..

didnt celebrate fathers' day thou except for watching a soccer match between my neighbours with a group of pakciks2. and it soo keco sae n very funny, shud watch how they played. So cute one.. ahah

2009-06-10T02:02:00.002+08:00

have eu eva gt the fewlings of loving that somebody n u juz noe sumwhat n sumhow, he'll make eu happy and last long with u but in the end, alot of boundaries happened and eu two juz carn get together. i juz hate tat feeling! arghhhhhh. the sight of hym juz tells me all but,,faith will decide all.

crossfingerscrossfingers

2009-06-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

The ugly cinderello!!! ahahahah

Some of the moments during band camp.. dotsdotsdots...

2009-06-10T01:13:00.002+08:00

Hershey

BuncaiYoko

Kiki

Hey ppl.. i gt myself four kittens. They were found by Shah and i decided to keep them. Hahha. cute kan cute kan.. no more hamsters now. nwae sheera, kittens aku lagi cute uh dar ko nyer!! ahaha...
btw the names are all given by my younger sis. idk wher the hell they gt it from. HAHA. xcpt for buncai, i name it myself. *wink2.. sorry if i stole the name.

2009-06-10T00:45:00.002+08:00

btw, all the best to my dearest fren, Raihan fer ur ferst day in NS. Haha do meet up soon agn aites. i wanna see eu botak!!! ahahahha

2009-06-10T00:39:00.003+08:00

my blog is fcuking dead ryte now.. trying to feedit but idk with wad to update, arghh. Concert is nearing and i havent even sell a tics yet.. nabey teng2. wher the hell am i supposed to find ppl to buy my tix. r%$%$#$#$*&!!!

was randomly webbing with fadly and idk y the hell i prnt scrn of my own pic. ahah. bored bodo! nwae arieff, bean jage btol2 tau!!!! ahhahaha funni sakk!

k pfft i noe i look dumb, dun have to tell yaw..

pantat, u re damn iritating! read dis!

2009-06-06T16:32:00.003+08:00

to my dear eza, have a safr trip to n fro perth. im soo gonna miss eu! do come back home k dear? i juz need eu!
Btw thurs juz came back frm my band camping and it was effing exhausting. The 3 days at Agora was terrible except fer the ferst nite. Other IGs are creating lots of noises an chaos tat causes most of us difficult to sleep. but he was der too at the hall , didnt expect it. wee. ahah
didnt get much of the pics but definitely i will upload soon.

2009-06-06T02:52:00.000+08:00

im soo happy today and i am.. =)
its been long since i experienced this feeling.
thnk u.

2009-05-23T16:00:00.003+08:00

Its been more than a month im being single. The feeling is just weird. Hmm. Despite having those who are there for me, i juz felt..arghh. I cant lie or cheat to myself that im still loving him, him who treat me badly, cruelly yet i love him. Its juz utterly hard to forget bout my past totally. But i'll still try..

2009-05-15T14:27:00.003+08:00

Happiest 22nd Birthday to Fadly!!
And im sorry tat i pissed eu up on ur bdae nite. Dun mean to sey.
Meet eu again soonest, pantat!
=)

2009-05-11T14:07:00.002+08:00

Life is getting more n more difficult. I swear. I juz miss the olden days where im all happy and problems do not come this fast. Argh.

Ive hurt my parents much enough that i do not want to hurt them nimore.. I guess by leaving the house for a moment and letting them cool down mite help. I donnoe till when all dis will go on. But for now, im trying to find daily pay job to support myself.

Till here.

2009-05-08T15:26:00.002+08:00

life is weird.
i tink theres too many polices in my life now. And tAts funni. its not as if i want to, but why not?
*kening naik2* LoL

2009-05-06T20:54:00.002+08:00

As i didnt thought of, i relli fallen sick. And this was like one of the werst. Been sleeping from ytd till 8pm just now. And now the bad migrain had eased.. Still all so weak now..
Btw juz finished chatting wit An. Its like so random sae. Its been so long tat ive talked wit hym.

k so long. im tired.

2009-05-05T00:37:00.003+08:00

Fcuking monday is all i cud say.
Planned to go swim at Sengkang swimming complex and all goes well until we reached there and the place was closed. =.= DOINKS!
Ended up juz lepak at the central's Mcd. I felt sooo alien wen i reached that estate. Haha. N the weird thing is, all my close poly frens live there. Haha.

K im not feeling all ok. Headache plus tummyache plus all the aches. Arghh. Life have not been pretty good lately. But school was fine though. Since i started the ferst day of poly life, the days in school havent been this awesome. I guess i was all the way attached, till now. Ive gained plenty plenty frens and i dont have any doubts about going anywhere. Nice n smooth fewlings. I like.. Haha

But somehow...somehow in me, there's no peace and real happiness. Im confused in whether shud i find it or juz let it comes by itself? Arghh..
Have i really move on?
i doubt so.
if not, y shud i still feels so uncomfortable n uneasy.
Haix.

ntuhluh kan..

2009-05-02T12:57:00.002+08:00

K ytd was a very random dae. Ferst i was crying my way to werk as i listened to 'Always Be My Baby' -.- i noe its lame but the past juz broke me down. Den werk was hectic and busy and the actual plan fer the day was that Roni picked me up n go movie wit eza n raj. But nabey nabey, he wanted to paly badminton instead. Wth. I was juz pissed off cox i relli wanted to watch the movie, with juz whoeva.. And the most random was that wanto msged me. hahhaha. so the unexpected siaa. he asked my plans fer the day and asked me to hang out wit hym n his fren. And rozaini wud be there too! n i wasnt prepare to meet hym sae. Whoa. And luckily all went fine. We played pool. and juz slacked arnd city. And he's a shy guy. hahha!
k my laptop's batt running low n im lazy to take the adaptor. So long people!

2009-04-24T23:54:00.004+08:00

im not being sexism but i had enuf of how guys had treated me. Even aft showering them wit love n so called luxury. Wad in the werld do dey still wan? Wads more is not enough? Can eu guys explain it to me instead of juz running away?? No balls? I may act rough and not like any normal ladies, but hey, im still a lady. Can i eva feel being treat like a lady? Can i? Ive had enuf.

One more thing, i choose to get myself involve in their misery now. I care fer eu guys. I wana share wad eu guys are experiencing too. Im greatful for the rest, but hym..? Argh. Cmon im juz trying to cheer u up. Eu keep claiming that u love me but yet, i get tis? Today, i can chose to go out n enjoy with eza but yet, i didnt go werk cox i noe eu gus are in alot of stressand still sat down with the 3 of eu with each having black faces. Wana noe y? Cox i dun wana b selfish. I dunwana hav fun wile eu guys are suffering dwn der. Eu guys have no more place to stay, cmon dun be like dis. Take it on the bright side. U gt all urs brothers out ther wit eu.
btw if eu are reading dis, im sorry tat i carn accept eur love just yet. im neva ready for a new relationship. im paranoid. n i hnvt develop any fewlins yet. its juz diff

i give up.
wadeva wana happen, juz happen
i'll let faith n my heart take the decision.
i wont spare a tot for others espc guys.
ARGHH!

2009-04-24T14:55:00.002+08:00

Its been long since i had a goodnite sleep. Been sleeping very very late and next day, waking up early. Spending tym at playgrd with them and staying up to accompany hym on msn. Halo rings in black can be seen circling my eyes. And now dey have shift, i guess it will be lesser tym for me spending outside after midnite.

But they are leaving and most of us are in an argument with each other. It's so iritating. The only thing i hope for ytd's nite to be the most memorable one but instead everyone was emo-ing =.= . Ended up i spent tym at Roni's place, wtchng movie frm my laptop. To make matters werst, Roni wasnt home. I was with aidil n hafiz. Their dad at outside.. And ytd was the ferst tym i really really argue wit Roni. Bugger sak. N iwas lucky enuf i did not accept hym tat day. Argh.

Nabey nabey.

Hafiz called and asked me to chill at his place but i was too tired to even go out back.
Tml gig session n im looking forward for it.

N juz for a note, ytd was one of my happiest day in sch eva since. Eza, hazeeq..dah tahu y, ssh jek. ahhaa!

2009-04-22T16:57:00.006+08:00

K i punke'd myself recently. N it was very funny. The story goes was that iv been chattin wit a guy at MSN for quite smtyms n we've been very close buddies there. And here's the DP..

And i tot all the way, i was chattin with e guy on the left and it goes on and on till ytd after i found out myself. I was wit farz all went i saw this guy who looks so same with the person ive been "chattin" wit. N i was surprised n i tot tat y was he in RP.So i asked eddy fer his name and unfortunately the name was not the same. So i tot tat mybe it was juz sumone else who got the similar looks. So me n that guy n the rest went out fer break togeda and all wtht any tinkings..

Went back to class and decided to check out the msn guy's tagged for confirmation. And i realised sumting! That the guy in the tagged was relli the guy tht ive been going break with, farz's fren. N his name was relli his name. LoL. Its like wth! all dis wile ive been imagining myself chattin wit the one on the left but in actual, ive been chattin wit the ryte. Zomg!!

*This is the guy who i tot ive been chattin with all dis wile and also farz' fren.

*And dis is hym. The real guy ive been chattting with n have been good frens since in msn. Hahah

i felt so dumb and i confessed the whole stry at both of dem n felt soo gundu. Haha. Wad a small singapore. Nabey!

i neva eva met the guy that ive ben chattin wit but met his good fren. Idk wad happen if i relli meet hym wtht noeing the truth and tot tat i met the msn guy's fren wile in actual place, i met hym. Gettit ppl?? ahahha

2009-04-22T16:06:00.005+08:00

Life tis few days isnt tat hapening. Everyting is happening against me. N it feels like so WTH!! hmm juz hav to bear wit it n hope all wit goes fine again.. Arghh

Ajid, Hai, Roni, Haziq n Epi. We are neighbours. aha

To Hairuddin (above): Happy 25th Birthday!! Im so gonna miss eu after eu shift. Do meet up kaes.

N yea, dey are all Roni's younger brothers n the weird ting is, dey all look much2 younger than their age. Cool. Can eu believe he turned 25 oready? Like omg. Haha

2009-04-21T12:05:00.003+08:00

Went thru my documents and found this pictures took not tat long tyme ago.

*above are the gig session at cineileisure. n the last tym i saw hym. hmm

*Me wit jujud. He's a good chap. Haha
Thnx fer staying by my side all the tym.
ure my best fren!

2009-04-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

So ferst day of school and that means new bunch of classmates. Like again. Class dis tym round seems ok. SEEMS! Breakout tyming was being cut short, drastically. Theres advantage n disadvantage to it thou. Made sum new frens and they were fun kids.

This few days of my life seems bored n dull. The onli tink tat im enthusiatic at was getting myself sweat all over the place. Gym, jog, badminton n all. But it was fun. Haha. After badmintons with dear kampong seberang neighbours, the onli day tat i went out was a day before school re-opens. Juz to get the feeling-feeling of holidays. LoL

not much pictures taken on tat dae.

*moments at lucky plaza

2009-04-13T19:29:00.002+08:00

I would like to wish a big thank u to those who have held a listening ears to my recent probs n understanding my situation pluz making me feel strong.
especially to:
eza
sheera
ibu
ayah
i love e guys!

2009-04-13T17:46:00.006+08:00

I LOVE YOU, AZIZ

n u noe tat too

no matter wad eu did to me, my love for u is still strong like olwaes

yes, i am hurt by wadeva u did

very..

but the love remains there

im crying as im typing tis

wadeva i do is iritating n bad in ur view

im juz nuntink

i may not be the good gf tat u eva wish for, but i tried my best

As for now, the decision u have made is to leave me,

leave me juz like tis

i shall go with it

i can do nuntink

im sryuzly am helpless

im not strong as i once before

not strong to face all dis

i really am not

but as i told ya, im still loving u n hope tat one day we will be back togeda

AMIN.

i love eu abby!

080708-120409

2009-04-09T14:10:00.001+08:00

Happy pathetically BELATED 9th month to us..=.=

Love eu buncet! <<33

2009-04-08T02:24:00.009+08:00

After such a long period, i finally managed to go out wit bF! wee. haha. K tis wasnt a planned out thingy n it waas damn last minute. So we headed down to bugis wit our goal in mind but ended up didnt reach the goal n bought many other stuff. Had lunch cum dinner at Pastamania and im full fer the day! K pics... here u go!

>>Before that, juz a minor warning that pictures below are FREAKING FCUKING unglam of us. If allergic to it, do skip. Im more than happy.

See told ya, it is unglam at all!

Juz having fun n killing tyme with the company of a school-kebas-spoil-camera of mine.

PS: dear, see see i didnt blog tat whole chuNck u saed juz now! hahaha nabey u! muackx!

2009-04-08T01:46:00.007+08:00

Had a farewell pit for azmy on tat friday..He's a big boy now. Serving the nation sae! haha k wadeva. Many didnt turned up despite the few faces of MSL alumnis members. Weird ting tat isk wasnt der. hahaha *kening naik-naik*

have fun azmy n dun be gay!! *LoL*

*face bacin to the max sak aisya!

*The used to be MSL saxophone sect!

*Shafeek, chef of the day

*guess who? guess who??

*N below are pics of that fat ass who had gone fer NS juz now. N ure damn solid botak now. Yea!

2009-03-30T23:21:00.003+08:00

Todae pathetically werk-ed 12-3. finish werk wit ezam n yap. Aft tat juz chilled at nearby void deck n crapped around. Aziz came fer awile. And the joke of the day:

YAP: Eh, nnt ko kene beli lab dress tau utk course kao.
AMIN: Oh, brape uh?
YAP: Dalam 18 ketol gtuk.
AMIN: Huh?! Banyak nyer kene beli..

Hahaha. Hope eu guys get tat.. Carn ferget tis smart ass, amin. He's such a NERD. haha

After tat, nuntink much to do, so decided to chill at Starbucks Jrg Pt as Kak Shidah oso werking. Ezam n i lepak, got 3 free drinks from her plus a muffin n we jus past the tym, playing lappy. N it was fun thou! Hahah

2009-03-30T23:10:00.002+08:00

AZIZ is an UNCLE!

Haha congrats ayang.. im happy fer eu.

i noe eu are so happy upon the birth of ur niece, juz hours ago

do tell me the name, soon k?

btw, congrats to his along n abg aziz!

chea da daddy n mummy sae

LoL

2009-03-30T01:54:00.003+08:00

HOPELESS
HELPLESS
RESTLESS
&
LOST

That are exactly what im feeling rite now, n i hate it! Due to this, im having insomnia. Argh. I dun understand anitink bout u. FULLSTOP. impromptu is what im gona do n face ryt now. Lesser thinking n di-stress eurself

2009-03-26T01:59:00.010+08:00

After so long, here's the tyme wher i really spent my dear super long holdaes. Went to Sentosa with Dearest Pening Lalats. And coincidently, boyf had his class outing at Sentosa too and on the same day. Went off there wit hym and meet my frens down der. Basically, everyting was fun and awesone and ive becoming much darker now. =.= pffft! after tons of sunblocks being applied, it still doest werk. damn! n outing with Dearest Pening Lalats are foreva fun!

So lets pics do the talking..

*Aziz being disgusting and soo wanna show off his skill in making saliva bubbles.. =.=

*And below are moments of me with aziz n his fellow classmates.

*I cud still remember how funni the way Darul shoo-ed away this peacock frm our food.
*And here are the moments with The Pening Lalats..

And i love this picture and i love my boyF tons n tons! Dun eva leave me dear. I swear i had trillions of fun wit u at Sentosa and i wanna spent more n more qualitytymes wit u down the road.

2009-03-23T03:12:00.004+08:00

*Masterclass with Siam Sax Quintet.

*Below, the full members of RPWS sax section, b4 taking off to HK.

RPWS saxophone section..

we seems to be happy but truthfully, there are many miscommunications btwn us. moreover the seniors and the juniors. Life have been hard in the band and ive olwaes tot of quitting but my passion for music and pursuasive to learn n expertise more on my sax, just telle me to hold on to it. Sigh. I do love dem but there is just sumtink thta is lacking n differs frm how i feel for band wen im in secondary n how i feel for band now in tertiary.

ps: N i dunwanna be the cox of a couple argument. And to that gerl, im just a close friend of ur bf. i too have my own bf. im sorry if cox of me, u guys got into an argument. Trust hym yaw.

2009-03-20T00:02:00.003+08:00

Sumtyms i just wish that I was born as a boy. How cool and awesome life wud be! more freedom! and i guess boys will have more power to let people listen to what they say and order rather than girls. and i do hate that fact!!arghh. fcuk sexism...!!

2009-03-19T01:17:00.004+08:00

Todae morn as per usual, went to werk and it was effing busy during lunch tyme due to the 1-for-1 treat. You will die of exhaustion sia!! K aft werk, met up boyfie at bugis and slacked wit hym fer awile before we met his band mates at Bras Basah. Guitar tour-ing fer a few moments and proceeded to Esplanad to catchup Indie-mand. We missed the ferst local band, The Sexies but luckily managed to catch CopyMachime, a band frm Korea and unexpectedly they were awesome lor. Their tune and rhythm was unique and upbeat. After tat, followed by The Sallys. The only song that moved me was Lady Marmalade and My Love. Hmm
Jus chilled wit zeeq zam n eza afterwards b4 proceeding home.

Btw, i hate jojo!! make my life so difficult. hmph

And thank u ayg fer accompanying my wednesday! love eu

2009-03-16T01:12:00.003+08:00

"Arghh"
Un-happy
Agitated
Un-satisfied
Anger

All of tat above are burning in me ryte now n i fcukin dun like it. Do we girls/ladies have any choice of our own in our life? I dun geddit.. I so so wana voice out my anger-ness disappoint-ment n etc but will i ever get the chance? And yes, tears are rolling down my cheeks wen im typing this entry. But i jus noe tat it is not tears of upset. Cud sumone kindly bring me to a place where I can just shout out my lungs and scream out all the un-satisfied feelings in me. Its killing me.

This may not be referred to anybody but it is juz wad im feeling now.

2009-03-15T01:36:00.002+08:00

"Coming Soon"

Just watched it ytd wit aziz and..

It was not as thrilling and horrifying as i thought it wud be. There were more dead-end suspend rather than horror that will make u shriek-out. But it was ok-laaaa. Hahaha

Up next wud be "The Bloody Valentine 3D" Hope this moviewud be much betta.

2009-03-09T12:02:00.003+08:00

Moments of me wit dearest eza.. We entered a Costume Shop and it was awesome luhh. Cool yet scary stuffs can be found inside. And the funny thing was, we were trapped inside the huge shop and quickly escape from an emergency exit door. Lol..

2009-03-09T11:50:00.003+08:00

And it was boyFie's ferst eva public gig. Chea.. He was awesomen despite tat the place and crowd wud be much betta instead. But neertherless, im proud of u dear. and btw, plz hav ur own standing and not juz listen and follow. I dunwan any more arguments due to tis, aites?

2009-03-09T11:43:00.003+08:00

Wishing Happy Belated 8th Month-sary to me n boyFie!

Wee tats so fast dear...

Dear, I noe tat ive hurt u lots

N sumtyms im being an unreasonable gf to u

I apologized.

I dun wish to hurt u

And letting u go is never in my mind.

Thank u fer sticking with my foolish behaviour

ANd changing me to sum1 better now

I love u truckolads.

Now and foreva!

2009-03-04T13:58:00.011+08:00

I noe tis mite be a lil bit too late to update on my HK trip. I wont elaborate much. Juz let the pics do the talking.. =D

2009-03-04T13:09:00.004+08:00

Ytd went out to meet up baby dear and to finished up zeeq's present.. Nwae juz wana apologized to zeeq once again cox we guys lie to u alot, juz to make ur bdae surprise party a success one. LoL! Nwae it was cool ytd thou. Juz went off to dine at swens wit zeeq n nite tyme, a great surprise for hym. Didnt managed to capture any pics during the party cox my cam's batt went dead =.=

*a pic of boyFie wit the clothes that ive juz bought for hym, helping me wit zeeq's present. Thnx dear

2009-03-04T13:04:00.001+08:00

ferst and foremost..
i wud like to wish this peeps a very happy belated bdae to u guys!

sorry for the un-uploaded of my blogpage.

will be blogging back soon

2009-02-19T13:20:00.000+08:00

did i tell u guys tat i passed my 1.1 weidy? haha
but no money fer 1.2 =( wth!

2009-02-19T10:39:00.002+08:00

N todae will be so called the last day m in Singapore before im leaving to Hong Kong. To tink back, i dun wanna leave my love ones espc, my mr punkrocker yg tk menjadi!! n taking flights just sent shivers down my spine as tml will be my ferst experience. Haixx.. But 5 daes over der, wont be tat bad.. i guess..

4am, early in the morn at Changi Airport, n i want to get my beautiful sleep before i leave.. Or shud i hang otf wit Aziz till its tyme fer me to leave home? Idk.. Alaa.. I dun feel like going sae.. =(

N i juz get to read that the Piano Pool at Disney's Hollywood Hotel was temporily closed. -.-
aRGh. i wana swim wit Goofy!! hahha k lame me.

Nwae gdbye fer a moment ppl..
Shall update after i come back.. soon

2009-02-11T00:55:00.002+08:00

k failed my ferst ever bike prac.. i felt soo pathetic eva.. -__-
lol.. but its okae. i had fun! hahaha

ok 1 more week to HK!
wee

2009-02-02T01:37:00.002+08:00

k ytd, went out with my werking colleagues and it was for the very ferst tyme i went out, as in real out with dem. LoL. So werked till 3 at jrgpt and met hirah n nurool and off we go to farest. Was a splendid and superb outing. Not fergettin the golden monkey and hirah, remember not "ae laki tu mcm hot tapi mcm tak" haha. taptuptaptup kwn nurool. hahaha!! later on eza joined, went bugis-ing and juz lepak at boat kueh! hahaha enjoyed my day!

hirah!! i need more pictures!!! =D

2009-01-31T01:21:00.003+08:00

hola hola.
k ferstly, todae was kinda awesome! ferst ting, werk at 11 till 3 and tat was not bad. den aft werk chilled and that was when i suddenly decided to enroll license todae. So gt hoem to gt my stuff and changed and met boyf at gombak and we walked to BBDC.. wee! aziz on his feet sia, not wheels. haha. Actual plan was to proceed to clarke quay aft tat,but thnx to me fer being late,we juz ended up at jrg pt -.-

but it was cool. took a long bus ride to jrg pt and we ate BK after sooo long!! haha. moment there was awesome. aww i juz miss spending quality tyme wit boyfie. juz now was so pleasant!! soon his fren met us and sent me home in car. Car rides was olwas fun!! seeing aziz soo jakon in car jus makes me laughed non-stop, ahaha. i love eu dearest!!

k pictures will be uploaded soon.

2009-01-29T12:08:00.003+08:00

i juz saed i dun understand guys.
in one hand they saed this, they saed that. But in the other hand, they juz fcuking heck care bout u as and when they like. And to YOU, i relli do not understand u rite from the start where we got to know each other and becomes so close and so on. u ave dis one kind of weird character that makes ppl hav 2nd thought on believing u. All the werds u saed, the promises eu made are bullshiiting. Im not jealous nor angry but im juz being disapponted. Eu showed ur true colors and i know that u r not juz the ryte person now. I gave eu a lil bit ray of hope but now, its gone. Tnx dear fren. i have made a wise decision,

2009-01-25T01:17:00.002+08:00

"customers are olwaes rite"
fcuk off wit tat sentence. Sum customers are juz heartless and irritating. treat service staff like sum dogs and bossed us ard. Tis kind of people wud juz be suitable at kopitiams. argh.

and cool, sat n sun werking 3-11. wth. k nvm.
im bored.
juz realised tat hirah wad all eway tokin abt sum1 tat i knew. lol. we had a fun tym in runner area todae.

2009-01-24T02:20:00.001+08:00

Taken at Chevrons. Sumhow the effects turned out to be cool.

2009-01-24T01:42:00.003+08:00

I love 230109!

Todae is being so fun, lovely and unexpected. Last day of Semester 2 and here comes the holdaes. OK, ferst thing ferst, didnt turned up school. At ard 12 aziz called up and asked to meet up. And like of cox i agreed to it. So he traine-d and we meet up at Kranji platform. Went off to WM and slacked and moment later meet up Fariz. Chea he with his Suzuki Swift. Cool shiow. Mentang2 dah pass krete. So ride up to Suntec to fetch Fariz's gerl and we were planless after tat. Ended up being at ECP in the middle of the day. Haha. We are crazy. Double date owad. Car rides are super fun sae! cox aziz was ter with me. LoL. Then sent me off to werk.

Work was awesome too despite sum1 being annoying n finding fault w/o a reason. ASS.

The best part was suddenly Travin stopped me and saed "Congratulations Aisya. Your pay will be increased next month. If u check it havnt change, tell me. Work hard! " Wee. Like ATLAST sia.. haha.

So tummy still not in any betta condition! Argh. Ive got liquidify shits for the past 3 days. Ewww!

Cure tummy cure!

* i super love my "disgusting" bf!!! <333

2009-01-21T03:00:00.007+08:00

this were sum of the randoms pics taken durg my pathetic burfdae -_-

*Do we look like ahlian posing? Hell yeah..

*iisyargh n aty-kah

*Sheerah oh sheerah, dun u get it. The theme was FORMAL!

*ok.. ignore my hair! look like wig sak

*And this pic made me laughed when i was being so sad tat dae. Funny stranger kid.

2009-01-21T02:37:00.003+08:00

ok! juz reached home from Chevrons. Swensens IMM had their staff outing over there and it is pathetically 2 days 1 nite while i tot it was 3 days 2 nites all the tym. -__-

So reached ther at nearing 11pm and there wasnt many staff and it was bored at ferst. So juz chilled on bed with sum close cliques and played taiti. N fcuk, i owe eza $1.80 for losing the game! She damn queen of taiti sia..

Nwae to tink bout it, ive been servicing in swens fer quite a long period. The last chalet i went to was back then, when i was merely 16 yrs old n now im 18. Whoa..! And i won the 8th priza out of 10 for the lucky draw!! Wee.. A box of ferrero for me. Haha. And it was quite fun luh. And to my "dear "yap, shaheer and guan, revenge will be hunting u. Asshole peeps!! u guys are unfair ppl! haha

And i nyd to thanx Mahfod for the day as he sent me home! haha.
Tats all fer now. Pics will be uploaded soon!

2009-01-18T01:25:00.004+08:00

Oke todae, the day after my burfdae.. Nuntink much did. Morn went to NUH to get my blood test done and tats wen Aziz called me up and saed he will be reaching in 2omins tym. Wuh was shocked at ferst. So waeted fer hym and den proeeded to BBDC. And fcuk, they needed IC and ive lost my IC. wth sia! how m i supposed to register now? Argh,, Disaster..

So juz chilled2 wit Aziz at Gombak area and it was awesome. =D ... i LOVE today!!!!!!

And ya, syukri met me n aziz at gombak and den aziz went home n we proceeded off to Live 'n' Loaded. Ok Plain Sunset was effing awesome! By its sad tat AVA started the show and it was onli at ard 5 plus. So the crowd nt fun fun yet, still many2 gap. So reached home quite late n here i am blogging..

Below are just some pics taken ytd..

And yea, pictures of me n Hazeeq at swens, celebating myburfday and his "2oth" burfday. LoL. And we spent 2hours in there. -.-

2009-01-16T22:09:00.003+08:00

So as ive guessed.. Burfday this year wont be any much better, futhermore werst and nuntink will heal. But thnx to Haziq, he made up m day! Went to Swens wit hym andwe spent hours and hours in der, juz the2 of us -_-. Went out from der, limping our way as we were both full to the max. Den chilled at civic where tersrempak shaf, fyna, aty n sheera.

And 16th January 2009, is jus another bad day for many people. Dearest Eza is having her high fever and being so weak. Im so sad cudnt meet her on my burfdae. Sheera same old argument and she cried. Hely having her probs and she cried too and me with my own probs ended up crying too. Haix

I guessed Azmi's having fun celebrating his 19th burfday. Good fer hym then.
Nwae wanna thanx hazeeq, shafiq, sheera n aty fer spending tyme wit me on my burfday. Heart u peeps alot!!

Btw while walking back n feeling all sad abt Aziz, Qader walked in front of me and my heartbeat skipped a beat. He was super aziz todae. Its as thou im seeing Aziz ryt in front of me with his usual white polo-T. Haix.. I do reli love n miss aziz, huh. Hmm

2009-01-16T14:20:00.001+08:00

I miss Aziz alot luh!!! I wanna laugh wit hym. I wanna hug hym tite. I soo wanna hold his hand ryte now. Dear... Wen are u changing back?

2009-01-16T12:17:00.003+08:00

And ya.. Ytd aziz msged me wishing me my burfday and it was sweet. And he called me ard midnyte. I juz donnoe whether it is onli for ytd or he wil be tat way continuously.. Hmm.

2009-01-16T10:07:00.002+08:00

16th January 2009
And tat means Happy 18th Burfday to Aisyah and 19th to Azmi.
Wuhh legally 18 ryte now
=)

2009-01-15T09:49:00.003+08:00

So....
Just one more day and im legally 18. So.. onli hv plan on fridae, which is my fam bringing me out so i cud not reject it and sat no plans yet so far. I still remember how happy and exited i was wen it was 1 month to my burfday. But jus 1 day and i dont feel aniting. I think aft all tis tat had happened, im being dis way. Haix.

So met Aziz ytd outside RP, aft school. And he was at the place where we ferst ever met each other. So talk2 awhile and around 6, he sent me home on his bike and there is wen he saed he was hungry. So stopped at KFC fcc and around 7pm when home. Things were slightly much better but.... i just dont feel right yet and im still not happy..

2009-01-14T01:16:00.004+08:00

So werked todae. And it was bored. Pathetic sia todae. Still not any positiv news abt aziz. Juz the fact that he answered my calls lately, or rather called back after few minutes i called hym. -_-. Arhh idk luh. .!!Brain can burst, everyday think think think abt this. I donnoe which setan entered and mastermined his brain all. Fucker uhh. Im sickk of all this. I tot during April 2008, that wud be the last tym im experiencing this kind of stoopid fewlins. But it came back as 2009 reachd.. Futhermore,WORST!

Nwae was hearing to face down by RJA playing from syuk's MP3, and i jus realised the lyrics was like.. Oh My God.. Kinda linked up to my situation ryte now juz omit the part abt beating the girl up.. Haixx

So 2 more days to my burfdae, and i juz dont give a FUCK abt it anymore.. With me in this kind of bad situation since the beginning of 2009, i dont expect my burday to be any better. Juz see.. I dont even feel like celebrating it wit anyone. Wud i be happy if i were to celebrate? Wud my laughter on tat day covered up the fewlings that have been engulfing me all this while? Will Aziz be back into my life like how its supposed to be? Why is all dis happening to me now?? Wad wronged and sins hav i done to deserve all this bullshiit?

For now i have juz 2 wishes that i hope can be achieve during my burfday,
> Chill at Marina Barrage (i alwaes had wanted to go der but nbdy ask me out)
> Aziz to be himself back! and we will be like how couples shud be

Juz tis 2 and im fine with it.
But still if aziz isnt back to his normal self, everything juz wont be perfect and turning 18 juz seems to be another disaster for me.

Arhhh.. im NOT being emo, im juz being plainly unsatisfied and unhappy!

2009-01-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

K anothersad thing happpened to me in 2009. My great grandma juz passed away at ard 10am wen i was otw to werk.. Travin was kind enuf to let me off even thou manpower was not enuf. There, I dont noe y i gt so emotion and started crying after 1 by 1 gav her the last kiss before she was covered entirely. And todae ferst dae, i actualli witnessed everything abt how ppl are being graved. And nwae thnx to aziz, i managed to realise the importance of family. And now im trying to be more open to me relatives even the far distance ones.

To my late great grandmother, im gonna miss eu soo much! Be happy in the other world ok. Amin

2009-01-12T01:31:00.005+08:00

Oke.. so todae early morn, woke up, watch a movie half-way at home n i needed to get ready to werk.. -_-.. Im lazy but i have to. Brought along xtra shirt evn thou i got no plans yet aft my werk at 5pm. And i had to do fountain and the ice-cream todae was like hell-yeah-super-hard. CB! And i think i twisted my wrist now. I get emotional when i reached werk cox mansur and awin was like asking me how's me n aziz going on. And like fcuk, i started to break down. Earlier part of the day, not busy n i keep staring into blank spaces. Whoever past by the fountain seeing me will go " Ah ah.. termenung lagik" Haix.. I didnt quite noticed i was gazing n tinking back abt all until sumone noted me.

Ive planned to ask aziz to meet me up for awile aft my werk cox i miss hym damn much. But wen i msged hym askin if he's goin aniwher later, he saed he was already at his bro-in-law's place. So, i juz had to drop the idea of asking hym to meet up cox he was wit his fam. And he msged me askin whether i top-up fer hym earlier on. And i was like "no!" and he finally found out it was his bro in-law. omg! im so scared and shocked wen he asked me. like who is soo kind enuf to top-up fer hym.. but i hav trsut n faith in hym. chill k aisya..?

***And alil excitement to share. He msged me sia wen i was eating ice-cream! Wow. I was like seeing aziz's number on my screen wen i wasnt expecting hym to msg me . But it was like siket jek.. -_-. but atleast sumting wad.. haha!!

And ya, aftr werk, eza fetched me and we decided to go town-ing. Went to Marina Sq and shop shop shop and dessert at Swensens. Cock up like wad sia over der. My ice cream had to be changed 3 tyms cox wrong order. Wth. ARGHH! the werst soo far. ok wadever.

nwae to awak..!
bangle masek dgn kiter sae!
i wore it on my leg!!
haha sorri3

2009-01-11T03:26:00.001+08:00

hey ppl..
juz finished watching "Oh Baby" at utube. -_-
and the show wasnt tat bad even thou the dancing and stuff is like wadever. And its quite worth my early morn spending infront of lappy. haha

2009-01-11T01:12:00.003+08:00

hmm see ive told ya..he didnt call back and my guess was definitely right. idk n im soo confused over dis matter. wad a life. y is he doing tis to me? i dont understand it at all. haix. i miss hym so so much even how bad he had done to me, i dont care. arghhh!!!!!! hate all dis.

2009-01-10T13:29:00.002+08:00

He just called!!!!!! =DDDDD

But itwas like for just a splitt seconds, but who cares
He saed he gonna call me back, which i tink he wont but im still waeting
i tinkk im just crazy luh.
iLy!

2009-01-10T12:53:00.002+08:00

Nwae happy belated 6th month to me and Aziz.

Its not the most happiest monthsary and it feels so normal.

I felt soo bad and unappreciated and all.

But my love still sticks so strong.

I will never let hym go cox i love hym so.

And for us to reach 6th month, that was fast and we have gone thru plenty

and plenty of obstacles.

And i never noe how all dis cud happened after so much sacrifisation and etc.

Nvm i guess tis will juz be another test for me.

I LOVE YOU, AZIZ!

Aisya is missing hym badly!! =(

2009-01-10T00:47:00.007+08:00

Ok people... ive been suspended from school for one whole week. Nabey chow chee byee btol! K wat the hell wit tat. So im being more free in the earlier part of the days. Ive been feeling soo bad dis few days due to being in a bad status wit aziz. it is all-soo-soo complicated. Im too stresed up tinking bout tis. He saed i like to exaggerate tings but to tink back, how can i not react tat way n all if changes juz appears like tat in my life. Shan't blog more abt tis matter. To u guys who noes wad happened and care-d fer me, i appreciate it soo much and a big thanks extended to my lovergal, eza and bestbestfriend, azmy. I hearts u guys! Without the both of eu, i may not be tis strong ryte now.

Now juz trying my best to be distracted and keeps myself relli-relli-relli occupied in order not to tink back abt wad had happened. Juz be positive, aisyah and stay strong. Yes i noe i can do it. urmmm i guess.. haix

Below are juz some random pics taken in the past few daes.

Dear Beloved Aziz

If you are reading my post here

Im here saying tat i love eu oh-so-much

Its unthinkable to lose eu

And yes, my life wud be definitely haywire

I'll never get sick of waeting

Do hope the waiting brings in good results at last.

I miss eu more!

I miss every single thing about u, dear.

Its time fer me to give eu sum space, as u needed

Im waiting patiently fer ur calls and msges.

I want my boyFren back!

Aisya luvs Aziz, trucloads!

2009-01-04T01:11:00.003+08:00

ok random posting!

juz had dis pics and it was taken all the way back.. credits to eza! -.- i miss the raye daes. And i remember tis pic tat aziz was so sweet to come down to eza's place at 12++am to make me happy (some arguments came up).. love eu dear! <3

2009-01-03T14:04:00.008+08:00

* at ViVociTy -.-

*the real GAYS

* The Retards

*The Fantastic Three

* look at Isk.. funny per the face*"You're an asshole.." "No.. No.. You're the asshole!"

*Look at wad azmy's doing... He needed to do that way just to get....

*this West Side sign.... -.-

*And below are some pics of the contest for the most-look-alike faces.. guess whu we imitating.

LoL.. K there aresome of my long lost frens and bestie. Miss hanging out wit dem.. Shall update more soon. Rushing out now!

2009-01-03T02:28:00.003+08:00

ok left 13 daes to me being 18! weee.
am i supposed to be happy or not looking forward to it? im getting older n older man! oh damn!
n how cool if my party tis yr wud be superb lovely n wonderful. I never had suck a sweet n lovely birthday celebration, sad huh? n ya, despit the AJs and some others on tat wonderful civic cave. Thnx guys! i miss eu guys soo soo much lar.

How i wish i cud do to marina barrage or sumwher nice to celebrate and all. Oh man.. K stop wishing, it will juz ended up bad. K go. Had a tiring day somwhow todae. But did nuntink real much. Shall update the pixs fer todae soon.. No mood sia. toddles ppl!

2009-01-01T02:48:00.002+08:00

Hey... Welcome to the world 2009!
And ya, to start off a new year, i told u, it was totally a sucking moment for me. I HATE it. Eveytink juz went haywire and till it didnt gave me any damn bout counting dwn. I dont wish to explain wadever had happened juz now but i juz felt tat i missed alot of stuff ard and i juz dont like it. All the nice and good tings tat was running in my head earlier on, juz didnt come true. Arghh!! IMY u guys, i miss the old times. I miss our stoopid, "stoppit sak" behaviour. Grrr

And nwae my sec sch band camp was juz over. it was a 3days 2 nite thingy. And it was awesome luh, even thou not reli uh. Bt meeting my old buddies, sharing stories, fooling ard, and wadever just makes me felt more ively and happ than the life im leading now. i miss sec life ALOT!! haizz
And the band camp makes me realise tat im sooo back in tym. Many tings tat i didnt noe happened ard (but nuntink gotta do wit music, LoL). I miss every moments!

Im soo sick ryt now, coughing on my bed occasionally wit this "snorting" sound coming out frm my nose everytm i breathe in. Grrr -.-/ Basically, i donno whether 2009 will be one great year for me onot. im turning 18 like in 15 days tyme. wee. ok now its ur turn to count down to my burfday. lol. i jus wanna pass my licence quick once i enrol, and tis is my greatest wish. And fedora hats seems nice, people!! hahahahah.

2008-12-28T00:00:00.008+08:00

* my most best buddies in e35h..

* FUCKface!

*nice candid from eza. haha i didnt even noticed u snapped dis.

*i swear to u tat guy beside me was drunk. hahhaha

*see.. i told ya he was drink. lol

*gays of the day

And ya, nwae dis happened like way way back in tyme. i tink it was the last day of school, if i am not wrong luh. Juz noticed tat tis pics are dusting in my documents so i better post it up quick. lol. and nwae venue was at boat quay near burung muscular. hahaha.

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2008-12-27T21:27:00.002+08:00

woohh..
had my weekend off todae.. went out early in morning with my makcik cuzzins all to zoo. My aunt she's having a family day down there. So i reached there b4 10am and went out frm ther at nearly 4pm. and boy, it was hawt and tiring sia.

And on the day before, werked full shift 12-11, and i was fountain the whole day. Ferst tyme sia. Tired gler nyer. And guess wad? i miss aziz more and more!! arghhh 2 more daes nd den he'll be back. Lembab sae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And tml more of 12-11. haiya. and so far, no plans on new year's nite. hmm..

im bored ryte now wit nuntink to do at home now. and ive been an aunty weidy! hahah!!! coolio
aunty aisyah kaper! LoL

2008-12-25T01:25:00.002+08:00

1. What have you been doing recently ?
- making myse;f distracted from my tummy ache

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
- urmm.. wen im pissed off wit sum1 n stop them frm calling my phone.

3. What happened at 10am today ?
- zzzzz!

4. When did you last cry ?
-few days back i guess.

5. Believe in fate/destiny ?
-50-50 uhk

6. What do you want in your life now ?
- Getting the green lite to take motor license!!!!!

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood ?
- Hmm depends on wher im heading to.

8. What’s your favourite thing to do on the bed ?
-Hug my teddy!

9. What bottoms are you wearing now ?
-Primary sch PE pants. -.-

10. What’s the nicest things in your inbox ?
- Aziz n Aziz n Aziz's msges!!

11. Do you tend to make your relationship complicated ?
-Hell NO!

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone ?
- My swens shirt?

13. What was the last movie you caught ?
-The House Bunny.

14. What are you proud of ?
-Aziz!

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say ?
-Shks, i juz changed to a new phone.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud ?
-To Aisyah by my dear Aziz.

17. Do you have any nicknames ?
-iisyargh? minah?(stoopid swens colleagues)

18. What does the newest text say ?
-"its quite long. a text frm syukri.

19. What time did you go to bed last night ?
- no idea. i slept while listening to songs blasting frm my hp.

20. Are you currently happy ?
-im not now cox boyfie just went back to kampong for a week!! arghh

21. Who gives you the best advise ?
-Family and my love ones.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
-ok i guess i will do tat a fountain tomorow!

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night ?
- Abdul Aziz Bin Isa!

24. Is something bugging you now?
- My itchy chest!

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
-Muz be the last person i met, which was eza.

k tagged by mansur.
thnx ek man! -.-

n ppl! do tagged back!

1. eza
2. syakir
3. shafiq
4. zeeq
5. uin

2008-12-23T03:13:00.002+08:00

heyhey
last saturday was my off dae for the week, like atlast! Haix. So no plans thoroughly until aziz called askin me to join him, his sister and bro-in-law shopping for his future niece. And ya, made my way to Paragon to meet them up. So the theme was to shop for the upcomig baby's items and clothings. LoL. So i n Aziz sometymes headed our own way and sometimes we shopped together. And proceed to Marina, and den headed to al-amin Bukit Timh to grab supper. Aft all, aziz sent me home.Had a great plus tiring nite on tat dae and i managed to be home juz nice, b4 12. yay.

and on sunday, attachment 12-11 at jrg pt! arghh. I noe the place super cock-up. And i heard many ppl say they wanna join back swens jrp aft its open but saw no track of tat. hmm. wth. and i was the cashier throughout and guess wad? micros down, totally! and there, me at the cashier writing each bill manually with the pricing all. n ya, i noe by heart all the pricing in the menu now. thnx to swens jrp. -.-/

and thnx ek hirah, jealouskan orang!!! hmph!! haha tkpe2 laen hari ader uhk.

and bf going back kampong fer a week!! aiyerr... haix... bored sia!! im sooooooooooooo gonna miss hym many many many. btw met hym todae uhk b4 werk!! happy sae. LoL

n my dear great grandmother was in a critical stage ytd, everybdy was at her place ytd nite reading yasssin and crying. looking at her seem so scary. she looks relli ill. and all noes anytym she will pass away soon. haix. and todae, she's still breathing and we rushed her to hospital and hope she'll be fine soon. AMIN

2008-12-17T00:12:00.001+08:00

Wee.. Aziz juz came back from his 4daes 3 nite chalet. Phew.. Gt to meet hym ytd.. den at nite we chilled with hazeeq, shabri and hym at cck der. k and atlast left me n hazeeq aftr 10. den we talked2 and i cudnt stop laughing frm dsturbing hym all the way. fun shia. K holdaes means more working hours at swens. and im off for attchmnt at JRP tis sun, 12-11. Whoa. ok I gt nuntink much to say cox im stressed all over getting my lappy to be wireless at home!!! arghh

2008-12-15T00:17:00.003+08:00

Hey word up ppl..
K im not being emo here but im juz still finding the real happiness in life till now. And its been 17, nearing 18 years of life. Is it me having problems with ppl ard me or is it that they themselves that have the prob. Im sick of thinking abt this same old ting luh.

Ferstly, ive been heart-broken and disappointed plenty and plenty tymes and i juz kept it within me. Why? So as not to hurt others wen i saed abt wad im nt happy with. And wen i confessed my unhappiness and disappointment. Ppl will juz go "No comments and im really sorry" or "Ntg to say. Im sorry" Hey wads up wit tat huh?? Do u eva noe or tink by u doin tat, u re actuali hurting me more? Im juz plainly sick of all tis. I hav to be patient? And others out ther? So dey can juz treat me like any shiit and all i hav to do, be patience. Hey cmon. Everybody gt their own limits! Whatever u do, can. I do, cannot. I dont deserve to get any happiness frm others. and tats it. Do u wan me to be a loner? loser? some stoopid hag who juz stay at home at waet fer tym to pass by slowly??

tears are always running in my inner parts as i tot abt all tis. But being a good person, i juz swallow it painfully. I dont noe till wen i can bear all tis stuff. And can ppl ever feel wad i feel? Do dey hav a tot abt me b4 reacting? ive been treating ppl good. Wad dey want, i give, i treat. But juz a few moments of happiness and making me feel good and appreciated, isit so damn difficult? I donnoe and i m sick of all tis. will all dis comes to an unremovable fullstop soon?

2008-12-12T12:22:00.002+08:00

Todae will be the last day for school semester for this year. And yeah, holdaes till 5th Jan. No money sia!! Arghh

And ya btw, cabot school todae(-.- last day still cbot) and now im in the school library wit classmates wile waeting for eza and boyfie. Juz aft finish reading all my past entries and i juz realised and confirmed tat i didnt rached 5 months with my previous ex. And baby, u have beat the record ready lar. LoL. And i don noe why aziz is so proud and excited abt tat. And its funny how cum i can 4gt the period of my previous relationship but not the ferst relationship. HMM.

And ya, aziz will be going for his family chalet at Pasir Ris and im gonna miss him. Past 2 daes ive nt been meeting hym and donnoe weather todae ther will b a chance b4 he proceeds der. Futhermore, he gt no more value in his ppd. Aiyaa. Leceh larrr.

So todae, off. Tml 5-11 and sun off. If i noe aziz gng chalet much earlier. i shud have been werkin full shift this weekend. And i tot i asked fer sat an off day and ive been happily asking ppl to go Sentosa tis Sat. And ther will be many crowd der as Zouk Out will be going on the same nite. But too bad im werking sia.

Anybody noe of a daily pay job?? I need money sae.
Arghh

k im off to play Spongebob Monopoly now

2008-12-09T11:42:00.002+08:00

Ytd was Hari Raya Haji
Didnt went to any outing
The werst thing was i werked 12-11 ytd
K fuhh, it was damn tiring lor.
Morn help fountain den nite was supposed to do setter
but sir travin asked me to jaga outsid -.-
and the best part was sir pat asked me to be supervisor of the day ytd
hahah lol lol lol

so i planned all the closing and all
cool sae.
K pay raising soon.
i hope i hope

2008-12-09T11:25:00.002+08:00

Happy 5th Monthsary my dear boyfriend..

Its been 5 month on this love journey wit eu

Many things that we had gone thru together

You taught me so many many things

To be patient

To know what real love is

And many more

I appreciate tat, really

Its been wonderful memories wit u all ti while

How eu made me smile,

Laugh,

Cry...

In short, ure the greatest event of my life

Lets stick strong together, and forever dear! (081208)

2008-12-07T13:21:00.002+08:00

Heyhey..
ytd had a date with mr boify, after so so so long
fuhh.
is been months since i went out with hym besides juz meet up to chill together. and the funny thing is that i felt akward walking with hym at town ferst. its like im going out wit sum1 new. Serious sia. lol. Eventually, get over it soonest and we went to esplanade and orchard. Nuntink much did.

Nwae ytd was salimin's performance i didnt turned up. Sorry kaez.

K nuntink much did.
Getting readyfor werk now!

2008-12-03T11:12:00.002+08:00

Eza!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
of cox i miss eu like deep hell shia!!!!
wad shia u!
meet u the soonest and tell me ur new link QUICK!!!!
lol

And btw, the werld is so small. Ok to be more precise, Singapore is so so so fcuking small luh dey. A married couple, his husband is my biggest fling/abg angkt in the world once and the wife was aziz's neighbour/ex gf. Hahahahah! And tis is fcukin true story. And the husband is Salimin, if you guys noe who he is. K funny.

And yea, soon some staff will be transfering back to JRP swens. Sad shia. Haixx.
And i carn waet to be 18 and get my motor license!
K random!

And juz now juz after having lite chats with rika frm my sec sch. And i was surprised tat she's still wit Ari till now. K last long guys!

2008-12-02T11:57:00.003+08:00

K juz being boring in class

the main attraction belongs to "Indie Crocodile's"

LoL!

Nwae, i look like a nanny in this glasses.

-.-/

2008-12-02T11:23:00.002+08:00

Heyhey

nuntink much and exciting have been happening to me lately. all goes normal. and todae the DM juz called me stating that ive nt been attending the disciplinary talk after they gave me 3 chances. -.-/ lazy luh to go. its been tyme since i went out to have fun and just enjoy myself! nwae pay was like fcuking siket. arghh. Bored uh.

And ya, the above pictures are jus pics wit me and my close classmates.

Random!

N hell yeah!

ive just met hazeeq like after 1728989294749393030484839 days!!!!

weee..

but i gt to talk to hym like 0.000000838232919 secs.

-.-/ argh

2008-11-26T15:03:00.002+08:00

heyhey
its been tyme since i update here
nuntink much happened recently
didnt came sch on mon and tue and went out wit fam
ytd mum forced me to bring aziz along but he too shy and scared
and didnt make it -.-
wadeva luh..

k carn waet fer my pay
and i miss hazeeq lots!
arghh
meet up soon dear bestie!

2008-11-20T16:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Nurizam Bin Sabari!!
And alast eu are 18!!
LoL!!

2008-11-18T11:38:00.002+08:00

And noW Lester became the new SL. Cause i disnt come to yesterdae's band prac and wadeva anouncement thingy. But haha, i dont care. I tink i will be out sooner. It doesnt feel the same asmy secondary school's band. There s no bonding and i dont feel the urge to commit, idk why. But i made up my mind, i'll help lester for now and perform the Christmas Concert.

2008-11-17T11:47:00.002+08:00

K.. on the 14th Nov, i went to meet Aziz under his void deck and we chilled for awhile. Den he taught me how to play the guitar and then suddenly a passer-by acknowledged me. And i was shocked that after all people, it was Salimin. Ive been looking for him like more than a year oready and suddenly he appeared infront of me. Talk2 for juz a moment, exchange number and he left. No wonder cudnt see him at Marsiling. He shifted to Gombak weidy. And he quite changes la, i guess change to e betta.

Then at 7, i werk. Eza called me ard 9 and asked me to looked outside and there she was all alone. Haha. Den she came to eat dessert and guan gave her mango lychee and she ordered coit tower. Den tat travin suddenly asked guan why neva key in the mango lychee order and blablabla. How the hell did he saw it while all the way, we were keeping it from him. Den and guessed who called her? Mat called and i was like wad.. Saed he juz reached Spore and wanna meet us up. So he came to IMM and meet him after months. Wuuh one dae with both people that i had not meet for a long tyme and quite silmilar faces. LoL. And ya, they waet till we finish closing and we all proceed home together.

The next day went to werk then after werk meet eza and mat and we went out to makan. And we decided to eat at beach road cos i was craving mee kuah. And nuntink much happened todae excpet talking random stuff and talking back at wad happened in the outlet wen mat was werking.

So including todae, its been 3 daes ive not meet boyfie yet.ARGHH
Den suddenly todae i gt band. Wad.. And nobody informed me that the prac is bring forward to todae including my close fren. And jz now morn then i get to noe it. Thnx ek.

2008-11-10T14:38:00.002+08:00

AZIZ TO AISYAH

Bored and got nuntink to do. And i had to thank Haziq million times for being so caring. Thnkx zeeq. I sumtyms wonder wad i wanna do with my life ryt now. But i guessed, i'll juz follow the flow. Now hearing lesser from boyfie as his prepaid is low. Argh! Hmm..

2008-11-09T13:52:00.002+08:00

some bloghoppers are juz stoopyd. they carn take the conten but still wanna read it and den sprout nonsense at tagboard. ASS. arghh.

Nwae ytd was one of my big day. I was having RPWS concert fer the ferst tyme. And the day had finally came. That was fast. And fortunately, it was my 4th month anni too. And im so happy Aziz came to watch. Thhx baby. And too shaf and gang, eza n syuk, i thanked eu guys too. And boyfie gave me a rose! Aww sweet sae and unexpectable. Sryuzly.

N nxt week, i'll start werking everydae. Haixx. Wad to do..

K nuntink else to blog in the mean tyme

2008-11-06T10:01:00.001+08:00

spammers and kpo people are back in my tagboard.. Fuck la. Tis is MY blog and MY fuking wish wad i wanna blog and feel. If carn accpt it, get lost. I dont nid eu guys aniwae. idiots

2008-11-05T13:51:00.002+08:00

Yawn..!! sleepy in class ryt now.. K ytd was damn pissed off lor. Accompanied eza to polyclinic, she wanted to do a checkup. And aft tat, went to IMM to hav our lunch at Spaghetto Too. And the thing that changes me to bad mood is thatmy line was suddenly cut off. WTF! i onli didnt paid last mths bill and they didnt even issue me any warning letters. Arghhh. Met off Aziz at Gombak to buy my new ppd card. Chill fer awhile and went back. K didnt do anything quite much.

Den on Mondae, wnt to school and was werking at 7pm. B4 werk, meet up aziz at BB but unfortunately saw that bitche's face. Hey fcuk off uh tell her. No need to see me till like that. Kalo jambu sgt takper uh. Mrepek nyer pompan.
Den aziz came and den we go for dinner at Pastamania. And im fulled...

I nyd lots of cash ryte now! Arghh...

N btw, on Mondae i did fountain. Wee.. And it was freaking tiring, i say..

2008-11-03T11:24:00.002+08:00

1 week sch holidaes are over and im here back at RP class, facing my laptop for most of the tyme and that means i'll start to blog more often now..
But schooling also means that i'll meet lesser of Aziz, i guess and more minor arguments with hym bout me mixing with my frens and stuff. Arghh sick of all that.

Last fridae went bowling with boyfie wit his 2 other frens at Chevron. At ferst we went to Cdans but the bowling alley was fcuking full and den next decided to wet pool-ing at entertainment but the wholebuilding seems empty now and the whole level 3 is close. At Dinie luckily thought about Chevron. So there we went bowling and that was my ferst tyme trying it. It was funny thou. And at 6, went to werk.

On Sat, there was a band exchange with Ngee Ann Poly Band at RP. I came late as usual and the whole thing went smooth despite the difficult pieces the band arranged for us. Arghh. But made quite new frens. And aft that went to Vick's place for his Deepavali invitation and syukri, hazirah,eza n haziq tagged along too.
Aft tat chille at playgrd play 3 blind mice followed by 'Murderer' and 'Heart Attack' Fun shia and that fcuking zeeq and syuk punished me badly. I will remember he 'OSIM' treatment that guy gav me on that day. Hahhaha

On Sun werk till 5pm and met up Fauzi and Azri aft werk. They waeted fer me and aft tat met up with Syuk. The ferst of us went to makan and there were funny. Starting from the 'Spaghetti Too' and at Bagus der.. Hahah
At nite met up eza at her place and juz chilled ard till nite and home.
K mny pics will e uploaded soon.

Fave word of the day (Sunday) >>>> BEGITU
haha syuk eza n epul cnfrm noe nyerr.. haha

2008-10-29T05:00:00.002+08:00

So im here back to update.. Many peeps asked me to. K nuntink much happened lately. Currently having my dont-know-for-what 1 week sch holdaes. And its been pretty much scheduled up with works and band practices. Omg concert i getting neare and i hvnt even perfect up my parts. Damn.

And ya, i n aziz jus realised todae how dumb we are that we watched house bunny instead of burn aft reading. We totally 4gt bout tat show. Arghh. Pay are nearing bt i dont tink i'll get tat much. Raya festive and i didnt work tat much.

So todae i met up dear boyfie under his block. The purpose is i wanted to settle some stuff wit hym but ended up we played cards and random talkings.. And dear, im sorrie i didnt get home at the time im supposed to. Im sorry agn 4 nt keeping my werds. Haix

I ve been sleeping very late fer tis fw daes and eyebags are getting bigger. For sure it will make me look awful. Damn la.

Dahla.. i wanto get my pretty late sleep now. Toodles readers!

2008-10-23T09:57:00.002+08:00

On Tuesday, went movie-ing wiith Boyfie!! We watched Hunny Bunny at cwp at 3pm Skipped school and aziz ended school early and this is wad we do. Had fun and stuff and in the movie, it was great. Hak.
After that went to RP band and after that met up Eza. We went chiling a per normal. And after hearing consecutively 2 of my frens involving in a motor accident. It was damn scary hearing their story. And hearing all tis, im scared that anyting bad will happen to aziz. he had involved in a minor accident twice and i don wan any thing bad to happen to hym. I love hym so much luhh.

So ytd didnt get to meet up aziz and i dont tink todae im gonna myt hym again. Hmm. I miss hym weidy.

Nxt week will be having a one whole week of holidaes. But im spending it by working full shifts and going for band prac. Hmm bored huh? But that is what i gona do

2008-10-22T14:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, had my own tyme and i started to think bout my past life. It is sumtyms fun but sumtyms hurtful.
Of all my ex's, I cudnt stand one. He's a freaking bastard with a fucking attitude. Till now, i cudnt bring myself to apologize hym. The pain is still ther and the cut is getting deeper, even thou i founded someone new and i love hym more and im more happy with hym.
The bitch is more worst. I just hate both of them to the core that nuntink will change my perception on that fucking couple.

Peace.